'cause it aint that easy t let go,

omg, i am a dirty fellow.
'cause i havent batheee! :x
fell asleep just now, then just woke up.
damn tired leyyyyyyys.
slept at 3am plusplus, last night..
aiyoh, really old alreadys, a bit late sleep,
jiu sibeisibei tired! D:
hahaha.

today, i think i got old-people-eat-stupid-illness!
'cause in th morning, i forgotten xiangren's nameee.
omg, can you believe it?
we like classmate fr 8months already! ._.
then i was like,
"eh, eh, *think of his name* ehhhh. *still dontknow* ehhhhh! help me take newspaper."
*take alreadys, pass t me*
"nah, newspaper"

then i still thinking of his name.
think, think, think, still dontknow!
i keep thinking his name is chengren or sth,
i dontknow why ._.
then i did sth super idoitic,
"eh, you what name uh?"

then he thought i playing him lohs.
but when he realise i srsly forgot his name,
he laugh like one bigbig idoit.
make me feel like one bigbig idoit also.
._.

but i am not okayzxzxcxz.
i am a veryvery smart idoit.
oxymoronic!
hahahaah, gayyyyyyyyyyy, rmbbbbb?
heh.
tell y'all sth!
i got 7/10 fr my maths test todayyy leyyyyyyy!
heh. dont tell other people uh!
later they think i showoff!
I DIDNT GET 7/10 FR MATHS TEST TODAYYYYYY!
hahahaah.

then mrteo minus 2 marks!
just 'cause i forget write name lohs >:{
then after that,
i "mrteo, dont liddat lahzxvcxv. i next time will write my name a lot a lot times okayxxzcx. dont minus my marks leyyyyyyyyyyys!"

then he really add back leys!
omg, i damndamn ♥ mrteo lahzxcx.
heh.

mslow was vehveh nice ytd also!
she see me do homework, then she check, and cancel away one of my detention!
wooohooo!
then she ask me copy one page, fr th other detention!
and, yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! she give me back my ezlinkkk!
y'know how much i misssss my ezlink anotzxzcxz!
hahah.

okay, ohyah,
happy 2nd year, friendddd! ♥

Tags Replies
♥ Zitong ; hahah. that one means tou pai alreadys lohs! never tell meeee. ppl will shy leys!
♥ zitong ; hahah. okay! next time we go out tgt again. but you cannot tell me you love me! ._. hahaha!
♥ zitong ; haha. ey, i not chiobu lahs. ._." haha. takecare love!
♥ Jasmine ; eyer. i then dont wan join your club, later i become dirty also. dont pollute my pure mind. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! *run away*
♥ Vivian ; haha. okay. will link up asap (:
♥ Cheryl ; hahah. i dont wan listen! you bluff me uhs! hahaha, i know you too well manxzxzcx. today call me crush in front of so many people! i shy, you also not shy leys! hahahah!
♥ Philemon ; hahaha! you cuter uh. then i cutest!! hahahah! yeahhhhhhhh. you cannot win me! nehnehnipoopooo!
♥ Philemon ; haha. today your birthday uh? omg! then i let you be th cuter one fr one day okayxzczx! hahahah.
♥ S ; hahaha. me love you too! omg, so touched uh. okayokay, we go sing next new year ._. hahaha!
♥ Xinying ; hah. omg, hellooo xinyinggggggggg! never leave your url! >:{ hahaha.

why is it that everything changes, when she's around.
is our friendship just so, fragile.
even th tinest thing, could just spoil everything?
i am such a fool, but i srsly dontknow what else i can do.
i been trying, trying v. hard, t not let everything fall apart.
only 'cause you once said you cherish it too.
but why, why is it that, i cant see th effort you are putting in.
do you even care?
why am i th only one trying?
at times, nothing seems t be able t stand in our way.
however, at times, everything just doesnt seem th same.
i known you fr 3 years, whole 3 years.
i thought i understood you so well,
i thought you understood me so well.
but perhaps, perhaps, i was wrong.
you dont understand me, you dont get it.
i dont understand you as well.
i thought i always knew, what you were thinking, why you were feeling sad.
but it seems like, you no longer confide in me.
when others ask me why you seem so sad,
i didnt know how t answer them at all.
if you dont tell me your problems,
how am i supposed t know?
th worst thing is, i dont even know how t approach you,
how t talk t you, how t solve everything.
and i ended up, doing nothing.

everyday, i smile, and laugh,
and try and be myself.
i hope, and hoped that everything would turn out th way i wish it could.
when things didnt work out th same,
i told myself t stay positive.
but i am a human too,
i do feel tired too.
i have my own problems too.
there are things i just cant get it right.
but, do you understand?
all i ask fr, is fr you t care.
is that too much t ask fr?

'cause i know, y'two have secrets,
i dontknow.
but i dont xpect you t tell me everything.
but at th very least, make me feel like i am not neglected.
this sucks. everything sucks.
how long can i stay like this?
i will break down someday, someday..